what more do you want?

i am right here in front of you,
spilling my guts all over the place,
in these words i write for you,
calling out your name,
calling, calling,
vulnerably, amorously,
obviously, passionately,
scared, frightened, frail,
exposed to you,
take your time,
take all the time you want,
if you cannot bear that much reality,
i will wait for you,
i will still be here for you,
even as you take a hallucinatory trip
around your succulent aura,
from your spooky gothic stylings
to your maddening, spinning,
rupturing psychedelic imagination
alternative reality trap,
from your voyage to the far side,
to your temporary suicide
into a haunted trance state,
from your first fix to your last,
i make a promise to completely except you,
i love you,
what more do you want?